I am still not quite sure how turning 25 will be like. It's not something I wait in anticipation for. I think I am actually sad, yes sad because I had this ideal picture when I was 20 of the things that I have achieved when I turn 25. And the check list is still empty. I am still jobless, yet to finish my Masters, I live with my parents and 3 cats, and why do I feel like they're signs that I'm off to spinsterhood. I don't think anyone wants to marry me cos if they do, I'd have a ring on my finger by now. That's totally not the point and yes I am writing this in a furious mode and all I wanna do is cry because I don't wanna turn 25.
Unhappy.
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