It is oddly fascinating that i feel like it was just yesterday where i updated my blog and then i found out I've been on informal hiatus for quite a pretty long time. I actually dislike the word hiatus because it simply projects that "damn it i'm busy and i have no time for you". Blogging has always been a favorite past time and the only hobby left in this dull life of mine. Besides lomography and sleeping that is.
It is also oddly fascinating on how i can be really platonic with humans around me regarding issues i fear will bring only heavy downpour on me. Damn. But then again, suppressing has always been my art of patient.
I really wish i can see what i have become 5 years from now. It's those tiny details that count. Will i be in the UN, will i even have a significant other, will my parents still be alive, will i, will i, will i? These questions sometimes waste our time. Why are we so eager to know the future when we have yet to give our best for the present? So, my plan to know what will happen to me in 5 years from now has officially been terminated not because i gave up in hoping but because i believe there are other greater things that are bound to happen and i do not want to miss out on them. But yes, secretly, i still have a wish list that includes marrying the wonder or having the ability to fly. Now that's just plain lunacy.
Till then, lets dance to Lotus Flower as awesome as Yorke did.
3 comments:
U will be too awesome 5 years from now.Excellent writing btw
Picture jennifer connely in blood diamond.Ok that's Dr sarah iqbal,providing medical support at conflict zones all around the world.U are number one on mercy's speed dial.Ur second book is coming out, the first one was a bestseller.Ur a hit w the troops all around the world because you play your trusty guitar to them when u have the chance.U seldom habitate ur studio apartment which has KLCC as a view.They offered u numerous titles but u refused on the grounds of "bukan boleh bawak mati pun".Ur fiancee is a member of doctors w/out borders,he's a former frontman but he believes he can be of better use curing people.He cooks.Dressing takyah cakap la kan.Oh and a thousand hits daily on ur blog is considered small by then.Cheerio.
awwwwhhh...u know, im glad you're my brother coz only a brother can say these things and me laughing without having a confuse face on! thank u!! *hugs*
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