Jittery

Its Monday already? Mixed feelings mahnn.

I did some photoshoots during the weekends. Nothing much though. This land is surrounded by paddy fields and i guess the season is over because all i see now is burnt fields. Shall upload pictures later.

Results for finals are coming out tomorrow. Gulps. Seriously, if i fail Arabic, i'm gonna be dismissed. Stakes are high. So, since the possibility of me failing is actually quite high, i've come up with a few solutions on what i'm gonna do with myself.
1. The best option is suicide. Its the most easiest.
2. Appeal to the dean. Tedious, but could work out.
3. Run away from home. Run away from my current life. Move to another country or something. Completely cut ties with everyone. Hey, at least this is better then suicide right? Sighh.
How in the world am i gonna face the faces that believed in me? Oh Sarah Iqbal, you are such an embarrassment.

Fine, fine, i'll be optimistic. IF i fail, i'll go see the dean and straighten things out.

Negative thoughts, go away!! Shooooshhoooo!

I'm gonna go watch Legion. Thinking about this is makes me wanna throw up.