Moodswings

I hafta admit, these moodswings are killing me as well. I feel so bad for the people around me. My sister used to suffer with me and my ludacris behaviour and thank god she's not here coz i might just kill her. And now, t.i.p has to suffer. Poor guy. I really am trying to control them. And its effin hard. I feel like if i have to repress them, then i'll end bottling up everything and i shall explode!! That happened once i think. How come i'm so stupid! I'm studying freaking psychology for god sake!! There should be a way. There are a few:

1. Try and talk out my problems.
answer: i could do that, but i might be labelled as a whiner. -__-

2. Be optimistic with the problems or situations
answer: This could actually help me. All i need to do is lotsa praying and be patient with life. I might take this into consideration. Hmmm..

3. Take anti-depressants
answer: i am not that depressed!!

4. Speak to a counsellor
answer: it hasn't come up to the point where i need to speak out loud. Plus, i don't tell my problems to my own bestfriends! What makes me wanna tell a random stranger. I am my own counsellor.

So yeah. Dear mood swings, please go away.

T.I.P, I LOVE YOUUUU :)) You're like the coolest person and i plan to keep you forever. :)